Monday is the most wishful of days.

This Monday I wished for..

My best friend to find hope again in a place she once loved. 

The ability to make progress, which I have been lacking in the past few weeks.

Sleep.

A family.

The weekend.

It’s been a tough one.

Friday is the most thankful day, I think.

I’m thankful for…

How beautiful it is here during autumn,

Hard work, good grades,

Pretty fall clothes,

Snuggly comfy beds, 

Weekend times.

Lusting for.

Lusting for.

I’m currently trying to decipher a chapter about deciphering myths all while deciphering what I’m doing here.

19

feels weird.

I think I’m going to do a 365—

I need to find myself.

Ouch: Round 2

despite all we don’t know here’s what i do know

i’m sorry that i went crazy

but

i didn’t want you to give up

i miss you

i don’t know if i’m ever going to stop wanting to be with you

you’re behind my closed eyelids

you’re traveling around my neurons 

you’re brushing against my skin

we got so close, so so so 

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I started to make a list of all the things I miss about you, then I realized there’d only be one thing on it—

1. Everything